DYING INSIDE by Angelica Cartas

DYING INSIDE
by Angelica Cartas

I

For every day that God has made,

Why is it I am always in pain?

I am insanely drowning by my own thoughts,

Probably, depression is killing me the most.

II

Everything seems to be alright,

No one knows that I already wanted to die.

My heart is shattering and I don’t even know why.

I just want to leave this world that is full of cruel lie.

III

Whenever they asked me how I am,

All I can say is “ I am fine ”.

Without knowing that I am dying inside,

But still confidently smiling with shine.

IV

For every heartache caused by broken promises,

It was really breaking me into millions of pieces.

I already used all of my senses,

Just to ask myself for forgiveness.

V

I apologize to everyone who didn’t notice my calling for help,

I just want to be saved cause I can’t save myself.

No one cares until you’re gone,

So maybe I will say goodbye and make my plans to be done.